Hello,
I’ve recently come across knowledge that seems to be forgotten and forbidden but meanwhile, I also experienced reading about modern occultism which includes the worship of “bad” entities which by the way is a more or less resent concept from the epoch it made our way of believing being dualistic with “the concept of Good” and it’s equivalent forces in “Evil”. We were thought a long time ago that God was responsible for the good and the bad but later the pleasant idea that came just after the idea that god’s perfection came from its capacity to limit itself. God facing evil was seducing / poignant for the second testament…
Satan means something that opposes the social order, I speak of the natural order, some recent modern school around Satanism glorify the name of Satan in the name of something good for society (Which means organisation of social order), well what oppose something always seem to improve it, but we can’t take this shortened way of thinking as it is too easy to justify bad actions and awful belief.
The first things, by consequent that came into my mind throughout writing the above paragraph is that Satan is the opposing force of what order really is, form a social perspective, religions and philosophy are a means of creating, maintaining and even manipulating an order emerging from society, we accept what we don’t understand. Throughout accepting that we will suffer from evil and remain ignorant of the unknown, we accept to let our self be guided by Jeshua, we let him take the control of our hearth.
Here is the point, in understanding what individualism is (seeking for our own personal interest), we understand what the force that stands opposed to the social order is interested by: the natural order. Our primitive instinct of fight and survival or our own ego wanting more despite the good of society. Maybe it is best to be self-reliant than to ever being drawing energy from our belief in God (which is a force) to be protected against anything that would require to have self-control indeed. So here is the positive existence of evil or more commonly said, the negative existence of god: self-reliance let to the unknown as you’re more attracted by difficulties and adventure is therefore dangerous.
OK, let’s continue — Asking myself what really was of my will and what was my true will, I didn’t ask myself to believe in karma or anything but I should have recognized that the spirit is different from the mind, spirit is like air and mind like water, thus, my true will was AFTER reflection what stayed in both my mind and body (Let’s not argue on difference of such term, let’s say I am composed of water and breath air). True will is a reduction of the important component of will and idea, like your inner self, not the self, the light (Dark or bright) inside your being.
From this true will, I decided to also inspect the laws I found suspect and to question everything, to reject all lies and illusions since they bring down the strong and to fear not to think loud. This is some kind of satanism. Occultism and esoteric such as the Kabbalah brought me wisdom and a finer understanding of the illusion of reality, my new belief flow more easily from on part to the other part of my mind, my mind is awakened but it really was a quite long and awful, horrible sequences of understanding, lessons, and experience, be careful, understand yourself above yourself and others in others.
Now I quite enjoy be kind of normal, to have enhanced my thought and reduce my conformity to belief as it is to replace a lack of understanding and to have built me a new way of seeing things, I’ve learned that death is not the real terror, but life magick way is. If you fear not, you’re full of light but if you don’t understand your own limitations, seek faults in others, or even don’t question you’re acts and thoughts on a regular basis to understand yourself above yourself, you’re not going to make it so great, but the fact is, that intelligence bring better overall results, thus improving the results, results, in a better you, learn to appreciate and work on your experience, and the path you take will adapt to your mind, your mind attract reality from your belief.
You can speak to reality and it can respond, feel, stay wise, and learn, for a new path can bring wonderful opportunities.
I hope that in these words you will find: power, wisdom, and success, for a story is never fully told but for some people, they will be enough strong to pursuit it with balance / harmony.
To find yourself, think for yourself. The night calls to us, I’ve realised by the past of future and real illusion, that our mind exists in present which is what there is and all there is.
